I want to die tonight,
can cry no more tonight,
can’t carry on alone on this night.
My heart feels heavy tonight,
My heart paused beating tonight,
don’t think I’ll survive this night.
My eyes in a mist, my heart in the dust
my future, my present, nailed to my past.
Freedom wasted, desires submerged,
my own will dying.
Life goes on, people carry on,
My inside is dying.
I can’t breathe tonight,
don’t want to live tonight,
can’t spend alone one more night.
Not many needs but one,
Not many desires but one,
Not many requests but one,
One, rejected.
I am alone tonight,
for one more night,
please God make it last forever this night.
I can totally relate to this one. There were times that I felt the same way… and these words brought back to my mind the image of me curled in a dark corner whispering:”I want to die tonight, can’t cry no more tonight”…
I know that is a completely personal experience but thanks for putting in words those feelings …
I’ve lived the feeling. Let’s hope we can go on without having to live this again. Thank you for stopping by. I appreciate it.